ok so sunday night i go out again this time it was harder, im not sure why maybe my mind wass trying to take the next step.
anyway i opened a cute irish girl with a random opener and she seemed to like it though she was pretty drunk, after a few minutes one of her guy friends took her away but after a while she came back and was all like "try me make your move" fuck man i shit my self i just froze i wasnt ready for that and after not saying anything she just walked away.....i was so frustrated maybe i wasn't ready for that
huh maybe i done somethin that made her so interested in the first place now if i can just figure out what

anyway i opened a nother set and got talking to them after taking my friends advice and kowalskis of just say anything, to be honest i stayed in set for about 5 mins but no ioi's from her but i thought fuck it this is how im going to learn .
After a whilea ejected to my wings disatisfaction as the conversation turned stale..

anyway my trainer and my wing lol took me back to his place as he noticed i was doing a few things that were affecting my openers and interactions... my body language..... i dont stand tall,... i peck,... i clench my fists ( this is a force of habit from my boxing days), and i dont open over the shoulder instead i point my cock right at them.....this kinda took the wind out of my sails a bit hearing this but he's right, and i wont have a good opener unless i fix these problems and apply them, then and only then will i start having interactions that i can learn from wether or not i good or bad feed back is besides the point its all good for me and a lot better than sitting on the couch wonderin what my life could be

God i really want to crack this im never gonna quit

so thats what im doing this week i am mentally and physically breaking these habbits and come thursday night im starting over with my new body language