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she is name dropping... fuckin slags, i hate how they try an use us...

think I just choded out tonight.
A girl came round tonight and brought over some food for us to eat.

She brought this amazing vegetarian salad with a passionfruit vinaigrette (nice) and some chips and spinach dip. so we ate up and she went for a fag. We sat outside on the patio set, had a chat about what we were like at school. easy thing to talk about. was cool anyway, no awkwardness. said she had to babysit her grandmothers kids in the morning at 8am. I said ok.

so yeh, then we go back in, I chuck on a dvd. the inbetweeners, series 1. cool and we sit and watch the show. But she kind of stiffened up a bit. She looked awkward. so I pull down a blanket, positioned on the back of the sofa, and pull it over myself. I offered her some blanket but she said she was okay, but thanks anyway.

We laughed at the show, then she left and said she'd call over tomorrow after she finishes looking after the kids.

Didn't want to be too forward, but dunno if I choded out tonight.
Tbh, I know I'm wrecked from last night, and she was out drinking last night so that might be it.

p.s. its not 5am here.

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sat!
went to see the ataris at a bar down here. punk rock gig.
i just stood there, watched the band, had some drinks. my friend got on the guy from the supporting band who evidently ended up waking up in our house the next morning.
stunning girl bumped into me and I opened. (i dont like using the things, but she was a 10, really pretty). we chatted a bit, I told her to introduce me to her friends. we talked, loads of kino. cant remember exactly what we were on about, I remember her guy-friend saying to her tho 'remember you have a boyfriend'.

we were leaving and i told her i was in town for 4 more days so did she want to come back and hang out. she said she couldnt but she'd give me her number. she said to text her when I get back into the house. went in for a kiss. got cheek. 2 cheeks, very european.

she left and some of the friends of the girl im staying with was like 'she was gorgeous'.

so we're texting on the way home. the girl driving me was drunk so we got lost and this 10 flaked.

I text her yesterday morning she replied and added me to facebook (texts are costing me too much). she has got a boyfriend but has suggested we do something after she gets off work today.

in other news, had a massive bust up with the girl im living with in florida and had to sneak back into the house last night. i was too tired and we argued. think i called her a 'fucking mental'. shit.

fuck knows whats going on with that girl from the other night.
so been messaging her today, she expected me to drive 30 minutes to meet her after work so i explained i couldnt but maybe we could do something tomorrow.

she said thats cool, so shes driving to mine to pick me up tomorrow to go for a drink.
asking for directions tho, i told here where i am and she said she knew as thats close to where her boyfriend lived.

weird thing to say.
if she doesnt cancel - hopefully i'm not gonna get kidnapped or something.

whats your advice guys?

so 8.15pm came around. no sign of this girl. i took it as her cancelling and hear a knock at the door.

open the door and standing there is this girl, more pretty than i remembered.
so i grabbed my hoody and jumped in her truck. she had the smiths playing. we went to kmart to grab a present for the girl that has been letting me stay with her. i bought her a snuggie. nice.

then we went to a bar opposite the kmart. we chilled by the bar, ordered some drinks and chatted to the waitress. by coincidence some people i had met at a party worked at the bar, so i stopped said hello.

then went back to my friends. she tried cockblocking a bit but i ignored it. her friend i was with the other night was there to. she got a bit weird. chilled out on the patio with some vodka, listening to ringo deathstarr. we talked shit, she showed me photos on myspace from when she used to work as a stripper.

she looked at her watch and said she had to go, so i walked her to the car. kiss closed her. we were there outside her car making out for about 15 minutes. i told her she didnt have to go, but she said she did. i suggested she cancel her trip to tampa tomorrow and hang out, she said she might have to.

just text her: come wake me up tomorrow before you go to tampa? sent you ringo deathstarr ep on facebook.

last night in america tomorrow.

fr from my last night:
chatted to a girl at the bar. she said she liked british music. i asked who. she said the strokes. i was like fairplay, id be really embarrassed if I were you, they're american. we talked then i excused myself to chat to my friend. hung around with my mates for a bit and talked to her again at the bar.

this girl was really weird - she was there looking unhappy, so i was like, whats wrong. she said something but i couldnt hear here over the band, so i asked again and she dismissed me in a bitchy girl way. so i was like 'hey no need to be like that, i cant hear u over the band, dont get all bitchy'. she said she was unhappy because no one cared about north korea and world war 4... yeh. weird. so i said some shit like 'well all that matters is you care... everyone else is all caring about xfactor but the fact that you care, thats what makes you different'.

cut a long story short. she was all over me. didnt come home with me but text me at 3am. i was too tired and fell asleep.

really gutted to be home. first day i get back and i'm snowed in. really missing everyone i met over there.

back in london for a few days tomorrow.
hit me up if anyones out.