I've always been a loser but I've never realized it until a few years ago. Never was good with people, and until very late in life I thought the only way to make friends and please people was to do and be everything they wanted us to. I shaped my personality on that of those I wanted to be friends with. I wasn't myself. So I was bullied, beaten, mocked, taken advantage of and such.

Then there were the parental units. Work took them away a lot, and the little time we spent together was them saying constantly I behaved like a lunatic and if I didn't behave properly I was to be commited to an institution. What a great thing to say to a child, right? My whole family, though small, started to see me this way. I was the crazy one, the child that never said anything that made sense, the child who always had to be watched lest he break, stole or severely damaged anything. Well, movin' on...

Let's see...School: Check; Parents/Family: Check; Work - Check my other story "damned if you do..."; That leaves married life.

I don't have to tell you about my love life, use your imagination under these circumstances. I met my future wife and eight years later we got married. Best and fastest day of my entire life. I later found out that my marriage isn't a partnership, but a domination. She's the dominating one, I'm the dominated one.

So at this point I really start thinking like that famous Demotivator poster with the picture of a sinking ship that says «It may be that your goal in life is to serve as a warning to others.». I looked around and realized that no one respected me, people saw me as a child of 5 in a 30 year-old body, the lunatic mad prankster who never took anything seriously and never did anything right. I had one last chance to prove myself to the world: to have children of my own, to make others around me see that I too could make something right, something beautiful. Then the Doctor told me I couldn't have children. I was sterile. No chance in Hell.

what the fuck is the point in this thread!

Spammer?

Dont know but why do some people feel the need to quote the whole fucking lot?

dunno, why does it bother some people?

is this a troll? I can't make up my mind?

either way what does the OP expect to gain from it...

A quick google search of a couple of lines of the OP will show you where it has been copied from, so yep prob a spammer

Dont know

If your not a troll or spammer, I say...

Bawwwww....

Fucking pathetic. I don't mind people talking about their problems, that's what this board is for afterall. But I have no sypathy for soft arses who are just looking for pity telling us their sob story when they make no attempt to change their situation. Pull yourself together and sort your shit out, there are people starving on the streets for fucks sake.