I have been seeing a girl on and off for six months. It was getting serious and felt like a relationship but she kept saying that she didn't want one. She saw us as more friends with benefits but there was definitely more there on both sides.

Came down to it today that my head felt like it was going to explode. Sat down and had a chat and I told her that either we took it further or I would have to walk away. I'm walking away. I feel bad but free at the same time.

I've still been gaming and really enjoying myself.

I don't know where this is going I think I just needed to vent.