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Originally Posted by al_phaD
dan, whatever happened with your (pregnant) girlfriend?
Is she really pregnant? Is she keeping it? Are you two still seperated? Is she still being assy with you?
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i wasnt back here to mention this, but since u asked......
Yes, she is definitely pregnant
Yes, the kid is mine
Yes, she is having him

(of course)
BUT, lots has happened since then
U will remember she was bein a dick to me & stuff....well i bit my lip every time for my sons sake, & i let her yap away at me, call me watever, fire abuse at me, etc, which was ok cos she had to let off steam.
Ther is so much thats went on since then that i cud write for a muthafukkin lifetime..but ile try & cut it down here.
She reasoned with me eventually
i told her i wouldnt drink til i found a job & new place
i gave her space, we kept falling out & bein all fukd up for ages
we made friends again, she was giving me a chance (at bein a dad)
i had a drink on sat night cos my team was playin & i got badly beat up by someone my mate owes money to, not my fucking beef
but she heard about it & now im just a scumbag ... "my child will have nothin to do with fuckin drug dealers" ...
Im actually gunna be a drug support worker in the near future, i dont have anything to do with drugs, i will admit i used to, until just over a year ago, she knows all this
The way it stands now??????
She told me to move on with my life cos i wont be in hers or his
He will have daddy figres in his life & definitely dont need me
Leave her the fuck alone
Im still gunna get a job & all that for me & my son, i dont care about her anymore. But my wee lad matters to me.
He is everything to me.
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I accept that this may go though court, even though i hate the idea.